For P’s birth announcement, I sketched and digitized the following art piece to incorporate into it. B and I brainstormed all the nouns we could think of that started with the letter P to fill in the outline. I am considering a fun (but time consuming project) to create all the letters of the alphabet in this way. What do you think of the idea?
For my amazingly thoughtful and supportive husband, I painted him a watercolor this year for his birthday gift. In the painting, I incorporated different parts of our honeymoon trip to Maine last August. The lighthouse, rocky shores, sailboats, and pine tree islands, were all parts of the breathtaking scenery we explored there. It was a wonderful trip and I hope one day to take baby P there too. As you can see, in the foreground I included the newest member of our growing family. I finished the painting a day or two (can’t remember anymore!) before P was born. Thankfully, she turned out to be a girl as the nurse did tell us she would be at our 20 week ultrasound (I had my suspicions that she might still have been a boy).
Our first child, P, was born on Wednesday, January 8th, 2014 at 4:15pm. I was incredibly blessed to have B’s presence by my side through the whole labor and to now have a baby girl to cherish daily. Each new day I am reminded of how good God is by her presence and of how much I need His strength and love to raise her.
Due to my new responsibilities, my posts are likely to become shorter and less frequent, but I hope to keep you, dear readers, updated as best I can! Below are some pictures that I promised I would post of the finished crib! They include the easy peasy blanket, the first quilt I ever made, the bird mobile, and P’s stuffed toys (Lexington the Lion and the Tres Peas).
My thoughtful husband recently purchased a digital tutorial of how HJ-Story, one of my/our favorite web art, is created from the HJ-Story website (see: here). From this helpful tutorial, I was able to try a few techniques in Photoshop to draw the following illustration (with much encouragement from B through the whole learning process):
While far from professional looking, it is substantially better than what I have been able to draw in Photoshop before and I actually enjoyed the process. Prior to this tutorial, I was so attached to and resolved to sticking with my good ol’ pencil and sketchpad that I really didn’t have much hope that I could ever draw anything worthwhile on the computer. Thank you B for guiding me to try new things and to not give up.
Now about the illustration itself…This holiday season was one of the hardest that I have ever experienced. The combination of being far from my family and close friends, stuck indoors due to inclement weather, and ending work to enter parenthood, was almost more than I could bear. Again, my dear husband walked with me through the turbulent emotions that were probably exacerbated by my pregnancy hormones.
What troubled me most was the uncertainty of the future. I like to know what is about to come and how I can prepare for it. Being a parent for the first time leaves me highly unprepared and I have no internal compass to guide me. Originally, I was delighted by the thought of ending work for a period of time and relished the idea of pursuing long lost interests such as painting, sewing, and getting lost in creating with my hands. I even dared to dream of starting a business from home so that I could stay with my future kids to nurture them as they grow. However, those dreams quickly turned to nightmares and I was crushed by the fear of failing before I even started. Dreaming was dangerous and the freedom from answering to the expectations and demands in a formal workplace was no longer desirable. Before me, I have the opportunity to do what my heart has long since craved to do. To use the expression of Eric Liddell, God made me creative. And when I do art, I feel His pleasure. Why then the deviation from this inclination?
I fear. I fear failure, disappointment, obstacles, and more. My fear dictates me and imprisons me even when doors are opened. I forget God’s faithfulness and I let my trust in His steadfast love and goodness crumble to nothing. Despite my shortcomings and shortsightedness, His mercies are new every morning and He reminds me that He is a God bigger than myself with plans for me greater than myself. In writing this post, Psalm 27 is brought to mind. I once memorized this Psalm in college to combat the very same fears I still experience today. Thankfully, God is a patient teacher and has me repeat my lessons through different experiences. Thankfully, He does not give up even when I have.
1 The Lord is my light and my salvation;
whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life;
of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When evildoers assail me
to eat up my flesh,
my adversaries and foes,
it is they who stumble and fall.
3 Though an army encamp against me,
my heart shall not fear;
though war arise against me,
yet I will be confident.
4 One thing have I asked of the Lord,
that will I seek after:
that I may dwell in the house of the Lord
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord
and to inquire in his temple.
5 For he will hide me in his shelter
in the day of trouble;
he will conceal me under the cover of his tent;
he will lift me high upon a rock.
6 And now my head shall be lifted up
above my enemies all around me,
and I will offer in his tent
sacrifices with shouts of joy;
I will sing and make melody to the Lord.
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry aloud;
be gracious to me and answer me!
8 You have said, “Seek my face.”
My heart says to you,
“Your face, Lord, do I seek.”
9 Hide not your face from me.
Turn not your servant away in anger,
O you who have been my help.
Cast me not off; forsake me not,
O God of my salvation!
10 For my father and my mother have forsaken me,
but the Lord will take me in.
11 Teach me your way, O Lord,
and lead me on a level path
because of my enemies.
12 Give me not up to the will of my adversaries;
for false witnesses have risen against me,
and they breathe out violence.
13 I believe that I shall look upon the goodness of the Lord
in the land of the living!
14 Wait for the Lord;
be strong, and let your heart take courage;
wait for the Lord!
Today is Christmas and it also marks the 38th week of my pregnancy. B and I have been getting ready for baby and look forward to having her with us outside of my belly. I really cannot recall what it feels like to not have a baby inside and I am hoping that I am not doing too much damage to either her or myself with all these holiday treats I have been scarfing down!
After week 36, to do our fruit and veggie pictures we would have had to find a winter melon, a pumpkin, and a watermelon. Since I am not so partial to winter melon and pumpkin and watermelon are not in season, we decided that week 36 would be our last pose-with-produce-photo. Therefore, we found a big honeydew at the nearby H-mart on sale for $1.99! What good fortune ^__^.
I also made a few more dresses for baby as I said I would from my earlier post: Red Apple Baby Dress. B has asked me to pause my sewing for a while to do more drawing. I think I will oblige because I (and baby) probably need some time away from our clanking machine.
Bow-Tied Top Dress
Reversible Geranium Dress with Flutter Sleeves
Dear readers, I’ve missed you! My absence from blogging lately has been due to being highly preoccupied with: finishing DIY Christmas presents, making food and hosting guests, wrapping up my last few days of school, and having to go to doctor appointments more frequently as I near the end of my pregnancy (2 more weeks!). How have you been spending your holiday season? I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas and a Happy New Year with all your loved ones!!!
Here is a collection of the shenanigans I have been up to:
(you can find the pattern here: Reversible Bib)
Christmas Light Ornaments
(you can find the tutorial here: Ornaments)
This project is a wonderful way to use up all those fabric scraps that you have!
Deck your tree!
OR package them up all pretty and give them away to friends and family!
Quilted Table Runner
(You can find a tutorial here: Table Runner)
I made it reversible to match my parents’ newly renovated and furnished dining room (good job Daddy!).
(Okay, they aren’t all red and green but they sure were yummy! I would know given that I ate half of them -__-)
While I made this snack mat in November, I couldn’t post this project until after Christmas because it would spoil the surprise for my sister. I put this snack mat together using scrap fabrics that I had of yarn, felt, cotton, and heavier weighted home fabrics. The items on her snack mat were inspired by some of her favorite foods (chocolate, fruit, Walker biscuits, and green tea). As I assembled the project, I felt myself drooling at the thought of these foods. Especially with being pregnant, my imagination and appetite are on par with one another.
Afterwards, I sewed the chocolate, strawberries, and cookies onto the plate. Then I sewed the plate and tea (+ tea tag) onto the taupe fabric. Next, I embroidered the thread for the tea bag.
The taupe fabric was layered on top of this cute chicken fabric that I found irresistibly cute. The last step was binding the entire mat with the red fabric.
I hope that my sister is not afraid to use this snack mat frequently as a way to decorate her meals.
Oh what fun it is to eat when you have a snack mat covered in treats! ^__^